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So Much To Catch Up on..

2010-10-31T14:03:00.000-07:00

Before I release the secret that has been given away by the image above ^ let me say it is an absolute pleasure to be back with you lovely people, it's been such a long time......Moving on the kid is officially working and grinding. I am a Personal Banker for Wachovia which is soon to become Wells Fargo Bank....TADAAAA!!!!

Switchin it up a bit

2009-12-18T13:15:00.000-08:00

Well I just finished reading my book "Start-up Marketing". I must admit it was a great feeling of accomplishment. I felt really good. If you're not reading then you're failing, please believe me. So, the next book will be (drumroll), The Millionaire Next Door. Also, I'm currently listening to Choose to be Rich (audio) by Robert Kiyosaki. I'm definitely on my business tip grind. It feels good to be about something that has importance and purpose.

Song of the Day

2009-11-28T19:13:00.000-08:00

I've been listening to this song non-stop for many many many hours, no exaggeration. I'm one of those people that hear a song they like and then they kill the song. Good song to vibe out to and just ponder things. I think I do a lil' too much pondering, to be honest.

Operation Brolic is in effect: Heavy Very Very Heavy

2009-11-16T20:22:00.000-08:00

"You think I didn't when I did". Oh yes, I am really goin forward with this muscle grind just copped these today and I will begin this operation on Wednesday, November 18, 2009. The kid is a problem.

Sneak Geekz (dot) blogspot (dot) com

2009-11-16T20:13:00.001-08:00

These are Lovely!! I don't know how he gets these so early!

Ben Gordon PE NIke Hyperize

2009-11-16T20:06:00.000-08:00

Ben Gordon shoe= so so. I think these are straight. The good thing about them is that here in CT I don't think you'll find anyone rockin' these with some nice denims. So if anyone cops these out here they would be breakin necks. These are very clean and simple but I think they would be crazy in black instead of white.

Diversitile Custom Kix

2009-11-16T19:31:00.000-08:00

One word for these kickz-Wow! I mean these are lovely. I haven't been to this site in a long minute and boy am I pleased I decided to check em' out. I mean the Train of Thought's are banana's! Why? well here's the thing, I don't have any Nike hook-ups, I'm not famous, nor am I a Billionaire so the chances of getting any 1 of 1's are very slim. However, with your own custom made kickz ya kinda get the same feel. Just think about it, you will be the only one rockin' some sick shoes. visit the blog Diversitile

Tinker Hatfield and Mark Smith talk Jordan 2010 Shoe

2009-11-16T19:10:00.000-08:00

The great sneaker minds sat down with katc to give their own review of the new Jordan shoe. Needless to say that they like the shoe (of course it's their shoe). I, on the other hand, am not too impressed by the shoe. It just looks plain and boring to me. The hole inside the shoe is "different" but in a cheesy way not in a omg those are crazy way. I mean the philosophy behind the shoe is cool, I bet it's excellent to play in but not so hot for trying to look cool.

Good Book? Get Clients Now

2009-11-15T18:03:00.000-08:00

Am I one of the few people left on planet Earth that still read books? Well I don't know where ya hustle game is but my next book that I read will be this one. Hopin, to find a proven system that attracts open minded people lookin' for a change in their financial situation.

Supra-Skytop 2

2009-11-15T17:56:00.000-08:00

Pretty nice! When I began to build my collections of shoes that I actually wear-the Supara Brand will be included. I hope to one day build a collection of SB Dunks, AF1's, Jordans, maybe vans and Supras'(certain pairs not all). I like these joint's they have that stand out quality that most sneakerheads look for in a pair. However, if I were to someday cop these I'm thinkin' they would really look nice with some jet black lrg custom fit denims. Check out freshnessmag

The Mayor aka Sneaker King

2009-11-15T17:16:00.001-08:00

Okay, this guy has a very lovely sneaker collection. Although, there are plenty of celebs and athletes that have better collections and more in quantity, I like his a lot more, why? The reason being that he is a regular guy. He's not famous but just an average joe. Unlike many celebs he actually pays for his kicks. Also, unlike so many sneakerheads-dude actually has swag! That is very important. I see dudes that are sneakerheads that have nice kicks but the outfit sux horribly. To me if you do not have a nice outfit to match your shoes dont even count- it's like you don't have them on. Check out his site theshoegame(dot)com

Air Jordan Flight 45 High

2009-11-15T16:59:00.001-08:00

I like these alot! I like the colorway- I mean the colorway is neck-breaking and strikingly noticebale. People have said that they kinda look like the Air Yeezy's but I don't care. They're still nice kicks! check out sneakernews to see the other three editions of this shoe.

Where am I?

2009-11-12T17:44:00.000-08:00

A while back, I found myself asking myself these questions about my life: Where am I? What am I doing with my life? Am I doing anything productive? or purposeful? After asking myself these questions I began to think about my life goals and everything I aim to accomplish in my life. After measuring where I am with where I want to be, I got a little nervous. The reality of my situation made my dream seem impossible. I began to doubt myself and question my talents and capabilities;

Did I do somethin' wrong? Did I make a wrong decision? What am I supposed to do? I should've of did......I need to....Only if I had.....What's my next move?

These were the thoughts floating around in my head. After pondering on such useless imaginations I began to compare myself to others. This activity only made my once thought to be "bright future" go very bleak. This bleak outlook only led to an uncomfortable disposition. I thought I had failed miserably and fallen far from where I should be at this point in my life. BUT, prayer changes everything, including a sometimes "too busy" mindset. After an intimate meeting with Jesus I felt comforted and at peace. The reason for this 180 degree turnaround is because Jesus said that I was right where I was supposed to be in my life. The lesson learned is this: Regardless of what your situation looks like-Trust in the Lord!
Right now, I am sitting in my favorite coffee shop enjoying myself. I feel really good about my future as I just finished passing my life insurance exam. On this day, I am certified to sell life insurance and I have a pending acceptance from a very good financial institution (Mass Mutual). God willing, I'll be working for them as a financial adviser. I love my life in Christ Jesus! This is the best time of my life. To everyone reading this blog know this, that first it's not a mistake that you're reading this post and that Christ is fully capable to turnaround any and every situation for His good. God does what's best not what's wanted, so if times are hard for ya be of good courage stay standing firm and know that in "due time" God will make a way.

Enjoyin My life!

2009-10-26T19:59:00.000-07:00

So my new routine after work has been to come to this cool coffee shop in downtown new haven. It closes at 12am, which is great. I come here after work and I can just zone out. This is where I make my calls to make appointments with my contacts, read my books and adjust my weekly plans. I love the location: it's so busy around here and it has such a positive atmosphere. I get a chance to tap into the optimism and energy of people who have high hopes and dreams. I love it most of all because I blend in here; I belong with people who are striving to attain a vision or life goal. It feels good to be Living and not Surviving. Although my life is best described as a kid who is tight with his dollars, ironically I am very much alive! Christ has not failed me and I am loving the adventure. I'm 24, no kids, college degree, business oriented and most importantly filled with the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ. I walked outside and found myself takin pictures of the trees, I just felt blessed to behold a site that was so beautiful. I'm not worried or stressed but I'm not hard pressed nor overworked: I'm just Blessed!

Freshnessmag sits with Clark Kent

2009-10-11T12:46:00.000-07:00

If you love sneakers then you know of DJ Clark Kent, the sneaker legend aka Kicks O.G. aka Father of Freshness aka Mr. Flyer then you! DJ Clark Kent sits with the Freshnessmag.com to talk about his take on the shoe game, rap game and his game. Pretty cool interview. sidebar: check out his top 5 kicks list.

Nike Safari Kicks

2009-10-11T09:44:00.000-07:00

Okay I'm feeling these, however I don't see myself rocking em'. Anyhow, they're still nice to look at ya know. Besides, they prolly look ugly in a 13.

Beyonce tries to hold lil mama back

2009-10-11T08:54:00.000-07:00

After seeing Kanye and Lil mama go stupid at the vma's, it has become striking clear to me that Hollywood is ripping itself apart. The masquerade is beginning to show itself and the truth is disgusting. People live vicariously through their "idols" ands "icons". Unfortunately, their all turning out to be drug infested emotionally insecure people crying our for help. If people wanna follow somebody then folow Christ-nuff said.

Stylin' on em

2009-10-11T08:51:00.000-07:00

This is a new series I just started. If I see a pic of a celeb that's just killin em' with the swag I'm putin their pic up. This dude is caught at the hip hop honors awards and he is just smashin the competition with swag this is ridiculous.

Funniest Scene from Entourage

2009-10-11T00:40:00.000-07:00

Twitter

2009-10-09T11:56:00.000-07:00

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Inside the life of a soon to be ballionaire.

Winterized Jordan Spizikes

2009-10-09T11:04:00.000-07:00

When I step my bread up, please believe I'm going sick with the Jordan game, however not every Jordan just a select versions I love and adore. The spizike series is def' a favorite time in the JB history. The black on black leather joint's are a must have, and the grey navy joints are crazy; I'm really feelin' the colorway's of all these Jordans. Perfect for the winter.

Kanye Sportin' the Retro's

2009-10-09T10:55:00.000-07:00

Dude is killin em' in the Retro's. That's the style I'm goin for, the simple but neat style. No chains just a nice watch, some crisp jeans and some crazy clean Jordans. Oh yeah and a chick built like Amber wouldn't hurt.

Gospel Music is all I listen to now...Canton Jones

2009-09-23T22:32:00.000-07:00

My ringtone! Get up on that.

Gimme Gimme Gimme....

2009-09-23T22:29:00.001-07:00

I was thinkin' bout all the stuff I want and the clothes I wan and it's like man; I want that now! But I gotta be patient..

T.J

Clipse Complex Cover!

2009-09-23T22:27:00.000-07:00

I'm feelin' the Play Clothes those are fly....

Jeezy Complex Vid!

2009-09-23T22:19:00.000-07:00

Who are the BEST Movie Drug dealers of all times??!!

2009-09-23T21:29:00.000-07:00

I was about to write about Menace to Society, I'm watchin' the movie and we all know it's a classic. But then I start lookin' up the movie online and find this article, The Eleven most memorable fictional DRUG DEALERS. Pretty cool, if I had to name one of the coolest FICTIONAL drug dealers of all time, mine would be Nino Brown! Nino was cool man so many good lines: " I never liked you anyway, pretty mother f#$@%r!" and lastly "Collard Green Linguini". I also thought Nino had the best sidekick "G Money". Funny thing, Nino kills G money just like Tony did Monolo.

Read the article: Unreality

On My Bizness Tip...

2009-09-23T21:10:00.000-07:00

I been gone for a good minute just on my grind for one and didn't have nothin' to say two, but now I got some good news.......................I got some interviews! I know what you thinkin', an interview is not a job but hey it's a start! Also, I'm registered for classes to study for my life insurance test, so yeah man things are comin....they say success is a slow process and I ain't got nothin' but time.

The Manifestation of Dreams: Dream to reality process!

2009-08-22T02:24:00.000-07:00

I work two jobs and one of them is the night shift. So when I'm not working there are times when it's hard for me to sleep. I'm on vacation right now and I'm up late. It's 5:28 am. I just finished watching the movie the Soloist with Jamie Foxx and Robert Downey Jr. I must say not only was I inspired but the movie got the wheels in my mind turning overtime. If you haven't seen the movie you really should take a look at it. The film is bound to give you a new perspective about the homeless and quite possibly cause you to question the decisions you make today that ultimately mold your future. A brief sum up of the movie; A desperate news writer for the LA times fighting to stay gainfully employed in a company undergoing layoffs and cutbacks, finds a peculiar subject for his articles. The topic of discussion is a homeless man by the name of Nathaniel Ayers. Nathaniel is a former student of Juliard and is quite possibly a musical genius. The writer becomes intrigued at Nathaniel's talent and as a result they form a friendship and etc. The thing about this movie that has my mind going and this is something that I ponder from time to time; How does a person make their dreams a reality!! What do you have to do to make every bright idea every good deed every fantasy transform from a thought in your head to actuality? That is the question that I think about most often. How do we change our reality? Sometimes I look at a homeless person and I think to myself: That guy/girl has a family somewhere, a mother, a father maybe even kids, how did he/she get to that place in their life? What decisions did they make and what went wrong? I was praying to God after watching this movie and I said in prayer that I don't want to ruin my life by erroneous decision making. I said to God in prayer that I don't want to be another talented individual with gifts that I know can make an impact on the world for the Kingdom of God that just lost his way. Staying in the will of God is not easy, I'm straining to walk in His way and not be in the way! As I was writing I thought of the Bible, it's a road map to our future. It does hold the answers to our future, meaning it is a GPS system for us on our journey to our dream destinations. I'm struggling to take direction. I live for Jesus Christ but walking according to his GPS system can be very taxing at times. I find myself going places that I don't want to go, places that our not pleasing or gratifying. Right now, I'm in a place in my life I don't want to be in, I'm in a place in which I have nothing that I want. Don't get me wrong I have everything I need-thank God-but it's just not what I imagined. My dream and the manifestation of it looks very dim and far off. I keep making decisions that I'm not proud of and these decisions have consequences that aren't easy to get over. I'm trying to go thru the fiery trials of life as a good soldier but things aren't going as planned. To sum it up in my trainers word's while working out at the gym "I have to build a higher tolerance for pain". The pain of life can be agonizing but I find that by keeping Christ first that pain makes sense, life is best defined like such the sequence of unpredictable events that our beyond ones control. That's it, that's life another way to put it is "Stuff happens". Right now I'm just trying to make sense of this "stuff". I want my "stuff" to be full of substance, meaning and purpose. I'm fighting to believe that I can do all things through Christ; The hardest part about believing that is the "I can" part. Amidst my failure's and my seemingly cyclical screw ups I'm fighting to believe that "I can" through Christ. Why? Because He is the only way, Jesus is the route to take in pursuit of our dream destinations. Christ works!! He is the way to make sense of all this "stuff". The title of this blog is the "The Manifestation of Dreams: Dream to reality process", in writing this blog I've answered my own question of "How do your dreams become a reality?", the answer follow Christ. The Process of this manifestation is us allowing Christ to take control and it's us releasing full and complete control through faith. It's not easy but I'm striving for that result everyday and I'm just praying that Christ loves me and allows me walk in His path for my life after the mistakes I've made, you know. I'm fighting to believe the "I can", and I will accomplish everything my heart is set on because God will provide. I will obey and follow his word, it may take me some time but ultimately I will end up at the finish line. I am an overcomer and all of my dreams will manifest. If success was easy everyone would do it!! I'm more then a conquerer, I've already won!!

New Nike SB releases for August

2009-08-14T09:54:00.001-07:00

These are the new SB releases for August, whatcha think? I like all of em' to be honest but the hate for these kickz have been crazy! What happen is Nike cut back from the normal way the make dunks by taking away the fat laces and fat tongues. I don't think it's that much of a big deal I mean if you have a "swag" you can pull it off, but hey that's just me.

Motivation...

2009-08-14T09:37:00.000-07:00

That's something that is definitely needed to make it and when I say "make it" I mean achieve your goals. It's crazy out here in this economy man fo'real, this job hunt thing is a battle. We are in a time that is so tough in the job market that you almost kinda have to find some faith just to apply, you get what I'm talking about. It's like you have to fight that doubt that tries to set in at times when you're going out to an interview or applying online. But I just thank God for everything and keep my head up and keep applying. I was at Starbux and I was talking to this older guy who had his degree and all that and he lost his job in Colorado. He spent all is savings and emergency money trying to make ends meet down there and when that was all out he had to move back to CT to live with his family members. The one thing that I remembered most about him was that he kept his sense of humor, the whole time him and I were talkin' he was just telling jokes and stuff. Now that I think about it he probably was laughing to keep from crying. But hey, what can you do about the economy...nothing...I tell myself that I can't control the economy, but I can control my budget and I can control the number of times I apply. So I met up with some financial adivsors to give me some sound advice and now I'm back appying for jobs again. I'm doing the best I can with what I got and I now that God is going to bless me, but in the meantime I'm just fighting to be faithful. One thing that put a smile on my face when I was down because I don't have the job I want nor do I have a job that requires my degree is that this economy is affecting everyone and it's not my fault that things are going the way they are, you know. So if you feeling down, maybe you don't have the job you won't and you graduated and are now applying to a stiff job market, just remember that you are not the only one affected that everyone is feeling the affect of the economy. Keep applying and keep working!! stay up and stay prayerful!!

August 8, 2009: I was here.

2009-08-08T16:46:00.000-07:00

I don't know how to really describe the mood I'm in right now, I guess I'm fighting to keep my dream alive. Better yet fighting to keep high hopes during monotonous and mundane times. Right now, like all I do is work. I have two jobs and idk man like it feels like i rarely get to do what I want to do. During the days I don't have to work, I have to spend a certain amount of it catching up on rest. Now, I'm not complaining; I mean there are plenty of people out in the world that would die to be in my position. I just want to start experiencing something new, lately days have been kinda strange I guess. I mean when I was a kid I had a completely different vision for what life was going to be like ya know. For instance, have you ever waited anxiously for something because you thought that "something" was just gonna put you over the top and make you so happy and then you got that "something" and it didn't live up to your expectations. Thats the reality that I'm fighting right now with life. I'm fighting to keep the motivation I've always had for life, ya know the hope of "I have great things in store for me in the future". I don't know maybe this is just some phase I'm going thru, so if that's the case I thinks it's best that I KEEP GOING. I won't and can't stay living a monotonous hum drum lifestyle. I mean life is just so precious and so rich. I suppose that one day I'll look at this and laugh, I'll chalk it up to the period in my life where I had to learn a thing or two and it wasn't fun to go through. Well, I gotta get goin man, I got some planning to do and all that good stuff. Take care and God bless!

How am I doing in life? Inventory of myself.

2009-05-17T17:29:00.000-07:00

Today, I was just thinking about myself and it had seemed like I had changed very little. Meaning, I see myself going through the same situations and I just started thinking if I am changing and becoming more of the person I dream of becoming. The answers that I got weren't very pleasing from all of my questioning. I asked myself how do I change? What practical and daily action can I take to be this person that I dream of becoming? I got some answers from reading this book titled " Live like a King" and the others from prayer. I turns out that who we are is like the sum total of a long equation. Meaning the person you are at the core, your attitude, your desires, your dreams, your ambitions and to make it simple: everything that makes you...you, is the result of the atmosphere you're in. For instance if you put a palm tree in front of a house in CT, that tree has no chance at any type of microscopic growth. However, if you plant that same tree in Florida it just sprouts up with ample success. Well, in a sense we are all like tree's. We have certain corks, experiences, genetics, etc. that make us different from one another but none the less we are all prone to grow in certain atmosphere's and die in other's. So, getting back to myself and the real but harsh answers I got from all of my questioning I have a solution for that: change my atmosphere!! How do I propose to do this? Well I am going to change what I'm connected to and what I'm spending the bulk of my time doing! I am going to pray more during the day and daily, fast weekly, read at least a scripture a day!! and overall change who I hang out with. I honestly want to be a person that makes a visible impact on the world in a Godly Christlike way!! So I am going to make and build a Christ like atmosphere around me in which I can grow in..It's not easy but I have to try, I just can't stop ya know..

2010 Range Rover Sport

2009-05-01T20:24:00.000-07:00

Not gonna say too much about this car..just look!

New Roc4life promo: I like it!

2009-05-01T20:16:00.000-07:00

Find more videos like this on Roc4Life

I love Jay-z's hustle man, he's on!

New MJ's: whadaya think?

2009-05-01T19:55:00.000-07:00

Um..there okay, these are MJ's inspired by the running of the bulls...allegedly! I'm not too hot on these, actually I'm not too hot on the new MJ's that have been coming out. The Jordan organization kinda like the Walmart of the sneaker industry. It's like they've done everything and now they don't know what to do. freshnessmag

Ballin out of Control.....

2009-05-01T19:38:00.000-07:00

I'm all about living life to the fullest and ya know just having a good time but we have to put things into perspective a lil' bit. I went to church and I listened to missionaries who are living in India and the horror stories about poverty and just the lifestyle is so bad...i.e. living in a sewage system..ya see in India they don't have toilets like that so people just go wherever whenever regardless if you look or not..if you need a more vivid picture watch "slumdog millionaire". So although, ballin is cool I still suggest putting a cap on indulgence..like fore real man chill out.

Men.Dot.Style-Obsessives: Evan Yurman

2009-04-19T23:37:00.000-07:00

When I get on-this is what I want to drive-the green car. That car is crazy.

Random Thoughts...

2009-04-14T06:07:00.000-07:00

right now it's nine o' clock am and i'm sitting in the kitchen really really tired and I'm thinkin'; lately i've been wildin' out a bit-listenin' to the wrong music, i smoked a lil' bit of a black and mild and i feel kinda guilty or convicted no no...i feel ashamed... I just don't get this life thing man...all i know is that in life all i want to be is a strong man of God, but i've had a cyclical history of doing good for God and then fallin' back into sin...at times in my walk with Christ I feel like I take two steps forward and three steps back...at times i must admit i get mad at God; I feel like this "God you see me tryin' to do right-you know my heart so you know I want to do right so why do you let me slip back into sin when you know I don't want too, why won't you just like zap me and give me a whole bunch of strength to do right!" but man ...this Christ walk is not easy, today I deleted some friends from my facebook and myspace because some people are better forgotten, but at times I feel alone, I love God and like for a huge part of my life I've been cuttin' people off that were "bad" influences and now I find myself alone. I've been cuttin' people off for so long that I forgot how to make good genuine friends...there are some cool people around but i don't really have anything in common with them ya know, so at 24 I find myself in an odd predicament, I forgot how to make friends, like real friends and not shallow acquaintances or associates. Life is just blank to me like it doesn't make sense, I feel like if I'm tryin' to do right and my motives and agenda's are right then how do I end up messin' somethin up in my life, what I don't understand about life is that why don't things work out the way you plan at times, i'm just at a point in my life where i want to do something right that i planned, life is not panning out the way i thought it would as far as me being a better person like i just want the "feeling" of I PLANNED THIS, I WORKED VERY HARD AT THE PLAN, AND I SUCCEEDED AT EXECUTING THE PLAN! I just want to do right! that's it for now i gotta get a good nap and then go to my second job but Jesus I know your listenin' keep my protected and don't let go of me, i know i mess up but I have dedicated my life to doin right by you, don't count me out-you're all i got man, you're my only hope, help me help me teach me and be patient with me. I love you and I trust you.

Feelin' kinda rockstarish...

2009-04-12T20:01:00.000-07:00

I just came from my barber and he didn't do me right- I wanted the jim Jones nine o'clock shadow mane and he didn't even come close so after about a week I'd say I will be flossin' the Jim Jones Shadow so stay tuned folks'....I know what you're thinkin'...I can be very random at times.

Two Thumbs for Kim

2009-04-11T18:11:00.000-07:00

I watch the Kardashians every once in a blue and I kinda have mixed emotions on Kim for real. Sometimes I see her and I think to myself she is bad and other times I'm like she is maybe a bit over-rated but after seeing her in this complex shoot I'm thinkin': "okay, it's official-she is right" and after seein' the chicks Ray-J has on his show I'm kinda thinkin' that he made the wrong move..Kim is def wifey material.

Life is.....

2009-04-04T19:30:00.000-07:00

I was thinkin' to myself about life and I was just thinkin' about what life really is and I've come to the conclusion that "life is everything and life is nothing". I know that sounds weird but it makes so much sense to me right now man. "Life is everything", it's your dreams, your hopes, your love, your substance, your family, your passion, your ups and downs, your rights and your wrongs, your big leaps and short steps, your high jumps and long falls, and it's so big yet so small, so long yet so fast, so linear yet so cyclical, so stormy and so sunny......Life is everything. However right now I feel like "Life is nothing". Life is this big open vacuum waiting to be filled, life is a book full of empty pages. Life is just full of opportunity and I'm thinkin to myself, "I'm really taking advantage of Life". Like right now, I'm livin' man! I'm taking Life and I'm writing my story across this open canvass. What kind of story are you writing? Look at this pic, and think to yourself what story is your life telling, what movie is your life? Is it an action thriller? Horror movie? or think what chapter of your life are you in? How are you doing so far in your life's story? and most importantly how do you want your life's story to end? and what are you doing to bring about that ending? Just a thought!

Make it Happen!! Keep pushin'!! and may God be the glory.

What does the word "Freedom" really mean?

2009-01-25T12:01:00.000-08:00

Now as you read along I want you to stop and really take a few seconds (preferably minutes) to really think about the word freedom, what it means to you? and can it mean something else? I've realized that there are "degrees" to many things in life. There are degrees to love meaning you can love someone to a certain degree but you may not be in passionate love with a person. There are degrees to knowledge and education, a person may be well versed in a particular study like math but may be a novice in a different area of education such as social studies. Furthermore, there are degrees of freedom. A person may be a prisoner in jail but still may be free in every meaning of the word. Likewise a person may have the freedom to do anything he/she may want to do but still be a prisoner. How is that possible? Well, the true source of freedom is none other then Jesus Christ! He in every sense of the word is the one and only true liberator. How so? Or Why do you think that? Or well I dont believe in Jesus you can't even see Him so how can what you say be true? These may be some of the thoughts creeping and subtley making there way in your thinking process right now so before your ship has sailed and you have a nuclear breakdown of the mind, please do yourself a favor and read the rest of this blog. I'll answer all of your doubts if you have any by revealing my intimate experience. "I'm about to get real" or "get naked" if you will. If I'm gonna talk freedom, first I have to reveal the intimate reasons of why I was not free-I'll reveal how I became a slave. Slavery starts from the beginning of my life which is my upbringing. I remember watching a short film and a character said, "The Golden Years of your life are overrated, the childhood years of your life is what you spend the rest of your life trying to get over, it's the middle part that's the best." That statement is a brief synopsis of what life is for most of us. We spend the majority of our lives trying to "get over". Thank the Lord Jesus Christ who is my saviour for setting me free by His definition. Now here's the "slave story". Have you ever heard the saying, "like father like son", well that saying is more true then you know. Ya see anyone will tell you that a child abused will most likely become an abuser; or a child abused will become an abusee. Let me explain, have you ever heard a young lady say something of the sort like "I always ATTRACT or I always have dated BAD BOYS". Ya see chances are if you were to do a little research on that same lady you will find traces of abuse in her life. Either she has been raised in an abusive household or due to some form of lack emotionally has a horrilbe self-image due to some type of low self-image which can also be seen in one of her parents. What I'm trying to say is "history repeats itself" even in our family lineage. I was a child subject to criticism, verbal abuse and emotional abuse. I was raised in an unstable enviornment, very dysfunctional and full of cold heartedness. I was malnourished emotionally and mentally. Meaning the emotional, mental and spiritual food I needed and still need to this day I was deprived of; the comments like "I love you very much", "you make me so proud", "hey whether you pass or fail-I still love you", "you are everything and more", "great job" and "you are very talented and have so much potential" were never in the slightest bit uttered out of the mouths of my parents. Now as an adult I look back on my childhood and with great anger at times I would yell to myself, "WHY THE HELL DID THEY DO THAT TO ME" and "WHY THE HELL DID HE TELL ME THAT". Well God gave me my answer, "Like father like son, like son, like son and like son". Now I put "like son" multiple times for a reason. Ya see my father was also raised in a very very dysfunctional household and my mother was also raised in a dysfunctional household. To sum up both of their upbringings my dad's dad (my grandpa) was a rolling stone. He beat my father's ma (my grandma), he would show my dad and his brothers and sister's money and then go out and spend it partying while my dad and is brothers and his sisters stay home with nothing to eat. I remember my dad saying that his dad wouldn't even let him call him dad, in other words my father wasn't allowed to call his father by the name "Dad". My mom was raised in an equally dysfunctional household. I remember I was staying with her for a couple of days in Memphis, Tenn and I was about 19 years of age; I met my "real" grandpa, after 19 years he just decided to "pop up". The guy who I thought who was my grandpa wasn't at all my grandpa. Ya see my mother's father left my mother and my grandma and went to Chicago where he was a great father to a wife and a few beautiful children (those kids are grown and are my uncles and aunts and I still don't know them). Now, I want you to do the math, with these type of upbringings how has this affected my mother and father? What has this done to their self-esteem? What has this done to their self-image? What type of patterns could they develop as a result of this upbringing? and lastly How do you think they have raised my sister and I based on these patterns? Take a few minutes to answer these questions. Now folks we, we meaning the human race, as a whole are all creatures of habit. In most things we do what we know! And if all you know is dysfunction then more then likely you will act dysfunctionally and if you were malnourished emotionally and mentally then more then likely you will raise malnourished like children because you can not give what you yourself have never been given. So with that being said the cycle continues and abuser produces abusee/abuser and so on and so forth. I USED to be an abusee. I had a horrible self-image, full of insecurity, full of self-doubt, self-hatred and low-self esteem. I remember looking at myself and thinking "wow I am so ugly and so very stupid", at times I would literally wish I looked like someone else. Until Jesus found me, and I say found me because I wasn't looking for Him I was looking for affirmation. I was looking for approval, so I used to dress up real nice in hopes a girl would be attracted to me. Now I wouldn't admit it to myself but in the back of my mind I wanted to be WANTED, I validated myself by the women I "bagged", in other words, the ladies whose numbers I got from ya know "bein cool"/ "spitin' game". But thank Jesus for saving me and freeing me from the generational curse of an abusee and keeping me from passing those patterns on to my children. This is how He freed me; after years of following Jesus and being filled with His Holy Spirit I was still an abusee, when Jesus would tell me things and answer my prayers I would think "Jesus won't talk to me" "I'm stupid and dumb" "I'm not good enough". This presented a problem because I would TRY TO EARN GODS LOVE. The same way I used to seek affirmation from women by DOING THINGS I would do the same THINGS concerning God's love. So rather then doing what God says to do, "Ask and it shall be given unto you....For everyone who asks receives" Matt 7:8, which is to simply receive His Love. I was trying to earn it; "because I wasn't good enough and I was low and I was stupid and I...." you get the point. But due to continuos seeking the Lord for who He is meaning Loving God just because He is God and wanting to know God for the purpose of wanting more of His love, the pattern of abusee has been broken and here's how: God told me

Stop TRYING to earn my love, you are good enough, I love you, I the most high God am very proud to call you my son, you were made perfect in My image and you are Good Works.

And ya know what I did-I believed it!! That simple. God said it I believe it and so it is-period. For the past couple of days I've been crying my eyes out, years of low-self esteem, self degradation and self-hatred have been lifted off of my back and life. I am truly free and it is like nothing I have ever Imagined-True freedom according to God's word the gospel of Jesus Christ is the only freedom. I pray that this reaches the right people and pierces your heart and plants a seed of Godliness that Satan Himself can not pluck from your heart and I prophesy that to be true in the name of the most high God Jesus Christ. May God bless you and your family and if this has been a blessing to you, please leave a comment.

I'm bringin' sexy back...for real I'm not playin!

2009-01-16T07:28:00.000-08:00

I'm in pretty good shape but in 09' I'm liftin' the standard in every area of my life; spiritual, financial and physically and there is some other stuff but I won't list everything. Anyway I went to the gym this mornin' and got in a good workout, ya know I got my "LL Cool J" on, if you will and I happen to stop and chat with a trainer and found out I have 20% body fat which is not good, so now I have a trainer who's gonna help me draw up a nutrition plan and we're gonna get it poppin' like lil mama's lip gloss, ya dig!

Air Jordan commercial: Yay or Nay?

2009-01-16T07:23:00.000-08:00

Here is the new AJ commercial, it's a foreshadowing of where the new Jordan Brand is heading with it's marketing and blah blah.....I don't mean to hate but dude didn't even dunk it.

Sample Air Jordan Fusion Black Red

2009-01-16T07:12:00.000-08:00

I was on one of the hottest sites possibly the best sites for sneakerheads katc and I saw theses beautiful creations. I think they're fly but whoa it appears that I am the only one, the Air Jordan lovers have spoken and the hate is overwhelming. The AJ fans were goin crazy in the comments bashin' the whole new Jordan Brand and some were even ungrateful enough to bash the most informative sneaker site out, Kixandthecity.com. I don't care say what you want, let me rock these with come crisp lrg's denims and a fresh Tee with a mean cut and there ain't a chick out there I couldn't have, so stop hatin' and start lovin'.

Mr. Millionare has changed his name....

2009-01-13T09:29:00.000-08:00

From now on I am no longer Mr. Millionaire, I have retired that name from now on I will be known as Mr. Saved and Sanctified. This past year I've learned to focus just on God and not on money or gettin' fly. In this country called the U. S. of A, we are taught to pursue money. Life to the average American is all about the acquisition of cash. We are taught that succes means to be wealthy and that a person is not "validated" unless they are affluent. I was a slave to that mentality even though I was filled with the Holy Spirit. Crazy huh! In order to be loosed from that bond that society yokes around every individual you have to really press in to the Lord, and thank God the Holy Spirit has been strenghthing my desire and I'm pressin in like crazy. As a result of that press..............I'm Free, that money bond is look, I am no longer a slave to money, hence the change in name from Mr. Millionaire to Mr. Saved and Sanctified. yessirr..the shackles are broken.

Screaming At Jesus

2008-10-05T18:12:00.000-07:00

I want to give an account of something that happened today. It was a scene that I like to call a beautiful suffering. Today I was driving to work from church, speeding through the highways because I was very late. While driving to work my mind was just stuck on the lessons that were taught during the morning sermon. The lesson was about Heaven and what it would be like when we were called into the place that God has prepared for those who love Him. My mind was on a particular segment of the message on Heaven, which dealt with giving an account for our actions. Meaning, when we die we will have to stand before God and we will be held accountable for our actions. Well, I began to wonder about the things God would question me about if I were to die or when I do die. These thoughts lead to a self-condemning attitude. Unfortunately, I have been neglected my whole life, I've been the punching bag for my parents and they've completley destroyed my self-esteem and broken my sense of "security" within myself through negative, demoralizing and degrading insults. So after knowing Jesus for close to nine years now, and I mean I realliy know Jesus intimately, I found out that I was unconsciously, unknowingly, treating Jesus like the people who had betrayed me my whole life. I began to talk to Jesus on my way to work and the tears and anger that poured from my mouth I could not control. To paraphrase as best I can I said: "Jesus, I'm sorry for all the mistakes I've made, I'm really tryin' to live like You, but I just keep messin' up. I don't want to but I do, I'm sorry God I really am...." then out of nowhere years of buried rage, hurt, pain and unforgiveness began to resurface and mind you these are feelings I was completely unaware of:...."JESUS, I'M SCARED, I'M SCARED, I'M SCARED YOUR GONNA TREAT ME LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE, I'M SCARED YOU'LL LEAVE ME, SO I'M BEGGIN' YOU GOD, JUST CUT ME SOME SLACK, BECAUSE I'M TRYIN' I'M TRYIN I'M TRYINNNNNN GOD I'M TRYIIINNNNN SO JJJJUSSSTT CCUUUTT ME SSOOOMMEE SLACCKKK, I SWEAR IIFFF YOU CAN'T SEE THAT II'MMM TRYIN.......IIIII''MMMM SSSCCAARREED I'LL DISAPPOINT YOU BECAUSE I'VE BEEN A DISAPPOINTMENT TO EVERYBODY MY WHOLE LIFE SO JUST GIVE ME CREDIT FOR TRYING BECAUSE I DON'T THINK I CAN DO IT, BUT I'M TRYING SO HARD AND I JUST KEEP MESSIN UP, I'M SCARED OF BEING A FAILURE JESUS BECAUSE I'VE BEEN ONE MY WHOLE LIFE, BUT I'M TRYIN' TO BE LIKE, YOU GOTTA SEE THAT, CUT ME SOME SLACK.....DON'T BETRAY JESUS, YOUR MY ONLY HOPE FOR LIVING, YOUR MY LAST CHANCE TO GET IT RIGHT BECAUSE I'VE FAILED AND DISAPPOINTED EVERYONE ELSE, SO I DON'T WANT TO MESS UP AND DISAPPOINT YOU AND IF YOU BETRAY ME I SWEAR I'LL NEVER WORSHIP YOU ANOTHA DAY OF MY LIFE....DON'T BETRAY ME"...........this type of screaming and pouring out when on for like an hour or forty minutes. Man it was crazy, I was releasing emotions that I had been buried for years, and over the years I'd forgotten I'd buried them, however these buried emotions were subconsciously controlling me. I was in a relationship with a very beautiful young lady and I didn't know how to love her. I didn't know how to be there emotionally for her because my buried pain and heart kept me from relating and serving her needs. In other words, I was unable to attend to her needs and aid in her being healed of her pain because mine was deep. Meanwhile, I was doing all I knew to be there for her but I couldn't. That's scary. Being controlled by emotions and pain that go undetected. Well, glory be to God that He is cleaning out my closet and healing and loosing my of this buried pain that is holding me hostage. Today's ride to work was life altering, man I tell you the pain in the screaming was just so ugly, so deep and yet so beautiful. Beautiful in the sense of it's honesty, passion and love. I said what I said out of love because I love Jesus and I don't want Him to be dissappointed in me, I can't live with God thinking of me as a disappointment or failure. I must die EMPTY, I need Jesus to say "you passed T.J", I can't live one day in my life not moving toward Jesus, I need to know Him more and more. Jesus, knowing this is moving the hurt and pain which is holding me from a deeper intimate relationship with Him. The most fulfilling thing of today, is that after the screaming was over there was a deep calm a deep deep calm from within. It was as if God stimulated a storm of emotion and pain to be resurfaced and released from me and then afterwards He said "peace be still son". All day I was calm in my soul, there was a peace and harmony on the inside. This message is for anyone with pain and deep hurt in their life, if you have hatred in resentment in your heart seek God for release. Jesus is the only way to free of hate, maybe someone raped you, someone betrayed you, someone stole your trust or someone you loved stabbed you in the back; the only way to live is to allow God to mend your broken hearts and free you of the pain. I still have a ways to Go but the process of being free of the pain, and my process of having my brokenheart mended is truly liberating, there is a peace and release I didnt know existed. It's like I'm breathing for the first time of my life. A deep refreshing. Thank you Jesus.

The Roc is in the buildin'

2008-09-29T10:10:00.001-07:00

I miss workin' for the ROC, ahh the good ole days.

Nike Air Tech Challenge Andre Agassi Hybrid

2008-09-29T09:06:00.000-07:00

Back in the day when I used to listen to rap, I liked Hell Rell. Hell Rell was a rapper who claimed to be the "hardest" rapper in the game. Well, these sneakers in my opinion as of yet are the "hardest" out. I like these, original, like nothing else and have that stand out quality to them. Two thumbs up, well done nike. kixandthecity

Common and Sense Man issue #5 issue

2008-09-29T09:01:00.000-07:00

I never heard of this mag before today so I can't give you my bias on the quality of the mag. However, the market for fashion mags is "flooded" to say the least. On a good note the mag does have two of the front runners of swag on the cover pharrell and nigo, yessirrr! hypebeast

"Make Somethin' Dunks"

2008-09-29T08:26:00.000-07:00

Nike has put together an inspiring collection of dunks. As a result of the Beautiful Losers' film documentary Nike has teamed with Ebay to auction off the kicks which will not be sold retail (figures) and all of the proceeds will be given to the Childrens Aid Society. Now I think that is very cool and a innovative way to invest in the community, so kudos to you Nike! My opinion on the kicks....what do you wear with those? freshnessmag

The Storm is Over

2008-09-28T19:21:00.000-07:00

I had walked out of church after talking with my pastor about an issue and I saw this beautiful site so I had to take some pics. This view is so indicative of my life right now, as a man of God I am coming out of a storm, 2008 has been a pressing year for me. But God, makes a way and let's me know that the storm doesn't last always. When looking at these clouds I'm reminded that I am coming out of a storm and sunshine is coming thru, there is a shift in my life and I just have to thank God for providing the strenght needed to endure and press thru.

Pass the Peas like We Used To Do

2008-09-28T19:14:00.000-07:00

Is it me or does Martin never get old? All I know is you betta Pass the Peas like we used to do-hint watch to end to see Martin break out in a dance.

Fast food cost too much.

2008-09-25T20:36:00.000-07:00

I found out that there is a greater cost to fast food then we all think and know. I added up all the money I spent on fast food in a month and it came to more then a hundred bucks and I hadn't completely finished counting up my tab.....that's bad...so the money i spend on fast food in one month I will take that cash and either put it an account or pay off some credit debt. That's what you call turning a problem into a solution....yessir

Joshua 1:8

2008-09-23T18:12:00.000-07:00

" Do not let this book of the law depart from your mouth. Meditate on it day and night so that you may be careful to do everything written in it. Then you will be prosperous and successful." I took a pic of this image because I found it to be very encouraging to me, it reminds me not to stray from God's Word but to stay focused on Him and to not leave his path to do my own thing.

Whip Game Proper

2008-09-23T18:02:00.000-07:00

Hello people's; okay so my newest hobby...drumroll please....photography. I have a nice lil' camera joint and I am going to use it. Here is the whip. I like it and that's that.

Nice Kicks, where'd ya get'em?

2008-09-21T09:34:00.000-07:00

That's the response you're likely to hear when you are rockin' these with the "right" outfit. To many cats rock hot sneakers with the ugliest ensemble and it really upsets me, so stop it, all of you, you too. I mean it!

Leroy Jenkins fitted-Hot: but what do you wear with'em?

2008-09-21T09:23:00.000-07:00

These hats will definitely keep you lookin' eccentric and different but what type of ensemble do you put together with these hats? To wear or not to wear, that is the question.

Pharrell equals Swag

2008-09-21T08:54:00.000-07:00

I like Pharrell's swags, he has that skateboard yet refined gentlemen style. But the bag idk, it's hot but idk if I could pull that off. Everything ain't for everybody.

Blackberry Bold- This phone has me very mad!!

2008-09-20T10:29:00.001-07:00

Why is it that all the phones in other countries look so much cooler then the phones in the U. S. of A. This is the Blackberry Bold and it is very sexy, by far it's one of the coolest phones I've seen to date.

Treo Pro- I like I like

2008-09-20T10:03:00.000-07:00

I'm not too much of a treo kinda guy, to be honest i don't like treo's they're like to techy and just plain corny at times, however the new treo pro looks for lack of a better word "gangsta". It just has a really sleek and bold face and is just crazy.

Song of the day

2008-09-16T17:01:00.000-07:00

This song gives hope. Thank you Jesus for suffering for me when I didn't even know you or love you. Thank you Jesus for loving me when I didn't even love myself. You believe in me when I am disgusted with myself. I thank you for that Jesus, I appreciate your grace and mercy.

Blackberry Pearl

2008-09-16T16:56:00.001-07:00

A yo man I've been usin' this Pearl for a good minute and it's by far the best phone I've ever had, it's crazy. The hottest thing about this phone is that it has it's own personal assistant hot line. Like the phone comes with a 24/7 personal assistant service. So if you need a wake up call, event reminder to buy air line tickets, movie tickets the assistant program will hold you down. I went with my cuz to FoxWoods and we got lost. I called the hot line at like 5 in the mornin told them we were lost and they could see us due to satellite gps systems that's embedded in the phone system and they emailed me directions home to my phone. One word-Crazy!!

Life is not a sprint...

2008-09-16T16:45:00.003-07:00

It's a marathon, don't compare yourself to others because there is not first second or third. Just run in your lane. Don't quit and don't stop.

JUST FINISH

My letter to Jesus

2008-09-16T15:51:00.000-07:00

I don't know if this post will find anybody who will ever need it. Be that as it may, I have to get somethin' off my chest. I'm a young man tryin' to be like Jesus and man it's very hard. In my life long quest to be like Christ everyday one of the most trying principles to practice is Patience. 2008 has been a very trying year for me. I mean I graduated from school a year ago and when I graduated everybody expected me to be this Wall Street phenom and I thought that was the way things would go myself. I am very intelligent, articulate and passionate. I'm annointed to do great things but somewhere along the line I got caught up in my gift. I lost sight of Christ and did what I wanted to do. I made some bad decsions and thought I could make a fortune through my own business. But that was not God's timing and will, so of course it failed. And now I'm at the bottom-I've been humbled. And at times I feel bad. I look at my other peers and it seems like they are doing way way better then me and if I think about it for too long I'll get depressed. I feel like my blessings and the life I dreamed of living is manifesting at a slug's pace and it can be frustrating. I ask God, "why is this happening to me?", "I made bad decisions but my intentions were to bring You glory, so why have I failed and why am I here?" In this time, the ironic thing is that there is stronger connection to the Bible, it's like I can see my life being played out in the historical records. I feel like I'm living in the book of Exodus. I'm on my way to Canaan. I've been given purpose which is the key to being loosed of the life of drudgrey and monotony, and purpose only comes from a relationship with Christ that is built up over time. Now I'm just walking toward a vision my eyes can not see, Canaan is seen but nowhere in sight. At times I'm walking with no compass just by faith. The experience is nerve wrecking, there are some dark nights in which the dream of Canaan just doesn't seem tangible. During my journey, there are times when I can't see which way I'm going and I just have to sit still and wait for the quiet voice of Jesus to lead me. However, I make mistakes. I panic in the night, get discouraged and venture off in the dark aimlessly-running scared. But God will never leave nor forsake me and when I run off he's running right beside me, saying T.J. "I'm not going to give up on you, I know how you feel, it's okay, you are my son, and you are good works, you are my son in which whom I've invested a lot in and you will not disappoint me". I don't know why he says that because I get so mad at myself when I mess up and I get down man I mean really down on myself. But I thank Jesus for a relationship!! Relationships have their ups and downs even with Christ. I don't agree with everything God says and sadly to say there are times when I'm not obedient and God forgive me for those times because I really really want to be like You, cover me with you mercy Lord and help me to grow up!! But in the end I submit to God's will because I love Him and I want to love Him and trust Him more. God has written the story of my life and right now I am 23 and this is the part of my life in which I like to entitle " the launching pad". I'm a rocket preparing to take flight into heavenly realms I never knew were possible but I have to sit at the base for a while. Right now, I'm on the bottom and everyone seems to be soaring past me but my story isn't at it's end it's just beginning.

My name is Terrence J Jr and I will become everything that God has called me to be, I will not quit or give in- I will slip and I will fall but I will break through. But one thing I do forgetting what is behind and striving toward what is ahead I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called heavenward in Christ Jesus. I maybe down but I am not out, for I am strong, and I am a master at long suffering. For great people must have great sufferings, for the suffering is mandatory for the sake of Jesus Christ. I am not perfect but I willingly give my life to Jesus Christ and I willingly step in the fire for the name of Jesus Christ. Jesus hear my prayer, I am the definition of imperfection, at times I slip up and smoke and do all kinds of other stuff. But I am STRIVING, similar to a player on the football field, I put all effort into gaining ground and I only get one yard a head. Other times because of my mistakes I am penalized and have to go back a couple of yards. However Jesus don't ever give up on my because after every down I'm going to get back up and fight for every yard and I won't stop untill I get to the goal. Lord I just want to live according to your plan and your will on your timing. This is not an easy feat but greater is He that is in me then he that is in the world. Jesus see me fight, hear my cry. I am your son and I will fight for your name's sake. I love you Lord and I hope I make you proud in the end, all I want is for you to say "T.J you did Good, son" and then I just want to hug you and cry for days on end, I just want to hug you and cry for days Jesus. I feel like I am a big disappointment at times and I feel like I've never lived up to others expectations for my life. Jesus help me to not disappoint You, I just can't not be who you've called me to be, I have to make you proud. I will make you proud for that is my life's goal. I love you Jesus and thank you for believing in me.

I will not let you down

Your son

T.J

Heerrrreeee'sssss Numerrroooo!!

2008-07-23T13:36:00.000-07:00

Oh yes, the truth is back the black ....well you know the rest. Hey peoples, it is "your" man aka Numero Uno and I'm as they def getting my grown man on. Graduated from college with my degree, getting my new I repeat new car and getting my own place via a "good" job. Right now I feel like the shiz nit. Now that I have some time to myself I just want you to know that, um...I'm back and that's about it, yessirr...so onward with the shizzow-ya dig.

I'm an Overcomer

2008-02-21T13:22:00.000-08:00

Ya know I've been through a lot in these past couple of months. I've done a lot of growing up and maturing as a young man of God. There has been some ups and downs but I am very grateful because I really do have the victory and joy. I'm working two jobs, I get about 16 hours a day. Life has been grueling at times yet I'm very appreciative. I'm still holding on to my joy and still aggressively persuing my dreams. I pray that anybody that "dares" to be so bold and follow your dreams hold on and push forward in trying times. This video is symbolic of the necessary struggle that dreamers go through. So Be Blessed and Dream on.

Cotto's Bus

2007-06-15T04:06:00.000-07:00

You Already Know What It Is!

2007-06-15T03:54:00.000-07:00

Like I said...You Already Know.

Nike Air Force 1 Max

2007-06-13T20:47:00.000-07:00

These are classic the "see through" bottom is MONEY. Kix and the City has pix but they do not have a release date, when they get one I will know it and I will cop. Period.

Nike Air Trainer Samples

2007-06-13T20:36:00.000-07:00

Just some hot Nike Air Trainer samples for your viewing pleasure.

Expect some hot Ewing Kicks

2007-06-13T20:34:00.000-07:00

The only thing I can say is this, you may see some hot Ewing kicks in the future, as of right now the info. is very limited.

Weezy in Urb Mag

2007-06-13T20:11:00.001-07:00

Check out Weezy F Baby in this Urb Mag interview. To be quite honest the interview has no point and consist of wacky questions with no real direction. I spent a second thinkin "where is this interview going" but in the end I concluded the interview is mildly interesting just because Weezy is in a whole nother' world, the line below sums up the Urb interview. urbanmag

---I'm all about the cake you can call me betty crocka----weezy

Jay-Z's Golden Boy Shoes

2007-06-13T19:22:00.000-07:00

Yes these are the shoes's Hovi rocked in the Rhianna "Umbrella" video, called the "Supra" sneakers. kicksexclusive

Goodfoot Double Brim Hats? Yay Or Nay?

2007-06-13T19:19:00.000-07:00

Goodfoot came up with this idea to give hats this double brim thingy; I'm not feelin' it at all. I mean it just looks to clownish to me but you can do you, if yo feelin' this style. hypebeast

Air Jordan Retro Black Cat

2007-06-12T20:17:00.000-07:00

The Black Cat's are set to release this Saturday June 16th. I like these kickz, they have that grown and sexy appeal to them, ya dig! KATC

Bobbito Garcia kickz part 2 and 3

2007-06-12T20:09:00.000-07:00

I really love these kicks man, if anyone knows where I can cop them or if they're even available please let me know I would really appreciate it.

Funk Master Flex Giveaways!!

2007-06-12T20:05:00.000-07:00

I plan on going to the ISB in New Jersey the 23rd of June. These are some giveaway kicks in honor of the event, I guess it's to get people excited and all that good stuff. Hopefully, I'll get lucky and end up winning these exclusives, ya dig!

Zab Judah VS Cotto

2007-06-09T12:56:00.000-07:00

If you guys can't find me, you should check the Garden. I'll be there live watchin' Zab and Cotto go at it. If you ask me who's gonna win I'll say I don't know.

Neighborhood Nike ID's revealed

2007-06-09T12:54:00.001-07:00

I just posted these for obvious reasons; they're sick. If you want the info on these go to slamxhype.

Old Spice Kicks: Buff/Metalic/Gold

2007-06-09T12:46:00.000-07:00

These are Dunks modeled after Old Spice. I like these a lot simple yet sexy. I was ready to start a riot in the NikeSB forums because so many people said they were boring, that's a lie. These are hot and it proves you don't need some silly color scheme or design to make a hot shoe. Oh yeah this shoe is said to be part of the "Gentlemen's package". NikeSB.org

Hot Fire!! Nike Dunk Low SB C'mon & Kypski

2007-06-09T12:37:00.000-07:00

These Dunks just dropped in Europe, so get on ya game and cop, nuff said. nikesb.org

New Dunks: "Crackle" Dunks Orange/Grey

2007-06-09T12:32:00.000-07:00

Nice High's with a unique color scheme. These dunks have a nice combination of different textured material; leather, suede, nylon and cracked midsoles. Pretty innovative and creative if you ask me, it just shows why the Dunks are an Iconic shoe, ya dig! nikesb.org

Jordan Spizike's "Do The Right Thing"

2007-06-09T12:30:00.000-07:00

Expect to see these sometime during this summer. Don't expect to see them very long tho' these are gonna fly off shelves. nikesb.org

Sneakers every sneakerhead Must Have!!

2007-06-09T12:19:00.000-07:00

One Word: Sick!!
These are just some sexy Blazers, I'm really not a SB Blazer fan but I'd cop these, if you know where I can get'em then holla.
The only thing I know about these kicks is that they're called "Bruts", I'll get back to you on when they drop.

Nike Air Force Documentary

2007-06-06T20:41:00.000-07:00

Enjoy!

The Original Sneaker Pimp

2007-06-06T19:08:00.000-07:00

Godfather of Kickz for your viewing pleasures. enjoy

Top 100 AF1's part two

2007-06-06T18:56:00.000-07:00

You be the judge of the results....

Top 100 AF1's part 1

2007-06-06T18:53:00.000-07:00

Enjoy people's

If I could have any kicks they'd be.....

2007-06-06T18:33:00.001-07:00

hhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmm....yummmy.. I don't even need to say anything about these kicks if you don't know then YOU ARE NOT A SNEAKER HEAD-PERIOD!

High Top- Black Custom Nike Dunks

2007-06-06T16:44:00.000-07:00

All I have to say about these kicks is that they are SEXY!! Caught a glimpse of these on the nike skateboard forums. Classic.

Members Only!!

2007-06-06T16:40:00.001-07:00

New Site from the good folks at Nike. Always keepin it fresh with latest selection of kicks. The site is hot, I like the members collection wall. Go Check it out for yourself. Nike Members Only.

Back Like Cooked Crack!!

2007-06-06T14:43:00.000-07:00

It's me Snitches! I'm back people, back to rescue you from your routine, predictable, monotonous, ignorant life. Now you all can live vicariously through T.J aka Mr. Millionaire. Sorry for the hiatus but I just graduated from college with a degree in accounting and marketing. Now, I'm done with school and it's time to get my money up. With school out of the way I plan on investing, getting involved in real estate and opening up my own fashion boutique, ya dig! And these aren't just plans I'm learning, attending seminars, listening to tapes and reading books about Marketing, Investing, and Entrepreneurship ventures. What can you expect from this blog in the future? You can expect video uploads of ya boy, pics of exclusive kicks and gear and tight fitteds and pics of hot books to read and investment tips, etc.. In short, you can expect a lot of "Hotness"!!

Oh you mad cause I'm stylin on you

2007-03-22T15:18:00.000-07:00

There's drama in the hip hop world, anybody surprised? Since Jay and Nas, beef has been very marketable so it's clear that beef and drama will always be around. Fortunately this beef is refreshing. check out the "stylin on em" saga....part 1

part 2

Just when you think its over the nonsense continues. The rapper who threw the punch, EnJ, later has an interview where he claims he later saw the rapper who was the victim of the punch, Nyckz, at club Speeed and he and his goons robbed Nyckz and his friend, who were both at the club with their girls. Just when you thought it couldn't get any more dumb, it does exaclty that. Ja Rule who is a rapper fighting to make his way back in to the limelight and fame decides to use the "stylin on em" as his hook for his song. I must admit, what Ja did was pure jackerage, it was a blatant jackage of the swagger, I must say so...check out Ja's Jackage. And just when you think it can't get any dumber it does exactly that....Now Nyckz the rapper with a growing fan base due to the infamous sucker punch becomes angry, mad about Ja Rule jackin his swag so he decides to send his rebuttle in his video. Check out video below

the saga continues....

Nike Air Force 1 x Bobbito Kickz

2007-03-22T10:50:00.000-07:00

These are some nice kickz, the color scheme is crazy. I could really see myself in these, so if there is anybody that can get there hands on a size 13 holla at the kid and let me know, ya dig!!

hypebeast

Visim and Neighborhood Collabo-Exclusive

2007-03-22T10:16:00.000-07:00

A nice classy and stylish workboot covered in all black suede and leather. I think these are cool a nice switch from the typical Timberland boots. I can rock with these, the boots are okay with the kid. Visim and Neighborhood collabo boots should be blessin the shelves around early April but don't quote me on that one, ya dig! hypebeast

Nike Catalog-sneak peak kickz

2007-03-22T10:04:00.000-07:00

Check out the Nike Cataloge with previews and sneak peaks to kicks that'll will be on shelves September. nikeskateboard

Nike Air Max's

2007-03-20T10:37:00.000-07:00

This Spring be sure to look out for these New Air Max's in a store near you. I really like the contrasting blues so don't be surprised when I step out in those looking real sexy. I will probably rock a nice LRG Tee with those in some type of crazy denim jeans lookin so fresh and clean. slamxhype

Nike Air Force 1 City Series

2007-03-20T10:25:00.000-07:00

There's not much to say about these the information isn't being disclosed right now ya dig. Basically these are some of the sneakers in the upcoming Nike Air Force 1 City Series. hypebeast